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Jun. 16th, 2004 12:01 amToday I watched my 1989 car towed away forever.
Pragmatic Me: I cannot believe I'm crying. What a doofus! It's an object.
Animistic Me: Objects really do have souls. It didn't want to go.
Pragmatic Me: No va! It does not go! It had to go!
Animistic Me: I gave it a pat and thanked it for never breaking down on me in an unsafe place, for being a home away from home for fourteen years, and that was not enough. It didn't want to be hauled away. I just lost a companion. Watching it get towed was like watching one of my own limbs be wrenched off. Things do have souls!
Pragmatic Me: Oh, stop, for ^&*@%'s sake. It was a car! You'll get a new one and forget all about it.
Animistic Me: It wasn't sentient, but it was alive. Maybe it soaked up some of me. Maybe, like houses, there are good cars and there are bad cars. This was a good car. It looked after me. It never ran over an animal. When I got into it, it felt right and familiar and safe. I'm going to miss it.
Pragmatic (Though Statistically Challenged) Me [plays MegaMillions].
Animistic Me [calling to departed car]: If I hit, I'll come and get you!!!
Pragmatic Me: I cannot believe I'm crying. What a doofus! It's an object.
Animistic Me: Objects really do have souls. It didn't want to go.
Pragmatic Me: No va! It does not go! It had to go!
Animistic Me: I gave it a pat and thanked it for never breaking down on me in an unsafe place, for being a home away from home for fourteen years, and that was not enough. It didn't want to be hauled away. I just lost a companion. Watching it get towed was like watching one of my own limbs be wrenched off. Things do have souls!
Pragmatic Me: Oh, stop, for ^&*@%'s sake. It was a car! You'll get a new one and forget all about it.
Animistic Me: It wasn't sentient, but it was alive. Maybe it soaked up some of me. Maybe, like houses, there are good cars and there are bad cars. This was a good car. It looked after me. It never ran over an animal. When I got into it, it felt right and familiar and safe. I'm going to miss it.
Pragmatic (Though Statistically Challenged) Me [plays MegaMillions].
Animistic Me [calling to departed car]: If I hit, I'll come and get you!!!
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Date: 2004-06-15 09:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-06-17 12:08 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-06-15 09:39 pm (UTC)The car finally died in March of 1998, 10 years and 220,000 miles later. There were points during my ownership where I was putting 3000 miles a month on that car. It got me everywhere I needed to go. At times I spent 3-4 hours a day in that car and ultimately ended the day in exactly the same location I started in. And what made it worse, was that I was NOT driving it as part of my job. After 10 years it was a friend and constant companion. I was very upset when I determined that it wasn't worth the $1200 repair bill to get it back on the road. It wasn't easy leaving it at the garage to be draged off and disposed of.
*hug*
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Date: 2004-06-17 12:07 pm (UTC)Yes, exactly!
*hug*
Aw, t'anks. Needed that. :) :)
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Date: 2004-06-16 03:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-06-16 07:44 am (UTC)But the new car as a CD player and a moonroof. I will learn to love it too.
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Date: 2004-06-17 12:03 pm (UTC)Bringing your son home from the hospital...now, that's a connection, not to mention the college years. Yow.
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Date: 2004-06-18 06:05 am (UTC)But I'm also rid of all the ground-in cookie crumbs and crayon shavings in the back seat. And that's all good.
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Date: 2004-06-18 07:30 pm (UTC)Except...what if you're caught in terrible traffic and need a snack???
:)
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Date: 2004-06-16 04:06 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-06-17 12:06 pm (UTC)I may try changing that MO this next time around, since I really want to buy a hybrid, but they don't yet make quite the perfect car for me in a hybrid model. I'm going to watch and see if it might not make sense to trade in for one in a couple/three years.
But given how sentimental I get about my Stuff, I make no promises. *g*
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Date: 2004-06-17 01:34 pm (UTC)I'm hoping to make my next car a hybrid, too, which I figure is another reason to hold out--the technology and pricing can both only improve given time.
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Date: 2004-06-18 07:32 pm (UTC)A nice 0% financing offer wouldn't go amiss, either. :)
Here's hoping your current car lasts till just the right time!